"Why Did I Have To?"
2001 B.G.Matthews

Why... did I have to try for you?
Cry... why did I have to cry for you?

There was a time - I would have done anything.
Now it's all different with the changes it brings.
Makes it too painful to remember the things.
So I am trying to forget happenings -
of all the love we made believe we had.
All of those good times no bad.

See... We weren't in the frame of mind.
We... We were not even in the same time.

Made it apparant that we were not meant to be.
Not just our selves also our families.
Put in there all of the other little things.
Not to mention our respective anxieties.

Deciding to split up and go our separarate ways.
Really put me in a freakin daze.
All this time went by so quickly can't believe.
Still not enough time to grieve.

Bye.... now I say "Goodbye" to you.
Try... No more will I try for you.

Now it's all over - can't recapture the past.
Ain't it amazing how it happened so fast?
Just want to tell you that I had such a blast.
Who could have known just how long it would last?

Glad we stuck together long as that we could.
The time we had was really, really good.
It wasn't 'til the ending that I felt so all alone.
We both went back to our old homes.

=
© 2001 brugama music